In other words, ONLINE DATING. Duh. Why didn't I think of that earlier? I had never tried it before and I was skeptical it would work. I had low expectations going in, but I figured what the hell? It couldn't hurt to try. Everything else I attempted had failed anyway. So I signed up to a dating website, threw up a profile, attached a photo of myself and emailed a bunch of girls.
I needed a way to filter out the women that weren’t single. I had to stop wasting time chasing women that weren’t available. I thought of singles bars, speed dating and other singles events. I searched online for a few hours but nothing seemed to be my cup of tea. It looked as if this was another dead end. Then the light bulb suddenly came on for me. It was so simple. Instead of using the computer to find places where single women frequent, why not use the computer to find single women directly .
I had to face facts. Approaching women randomly in public wasn’t working. There would always be that 50/50 chance that she had a boyfriend. And if she was single, I had no way of knowing if she was even interested in meeting someone at that time.
Why did she have to have a boyfriend? Why couldn’t she have just been single? At least I would have had a chance.
I started wondering if I would be single FOREVER. The thought of being alone for the rest of my life made me sick to my stomach and I just wanted to curl up into a little ball and die.